Today was my first real day off in quite a while. It was nice. I got to go hiking. I love hiking so much. It was a little hike but it was still enough to enjoy the trees, open air and all the scenery.
The only problem was that the person I was with didn't really help me with my adverse feelings of myself. In fact, for the past couple days, I have been feeling quite low. Some men just don't know what respect is. Either that, or I am just not worth respecting. Which is a probable case.
When I got home tonight I was feeling so empty, disheartened and down. So much so, that I textualized a friend of mine only to realize that I had sent it to the wrong person. In trying to send it to my friend, Angela, I sent a plea of comfort to my friend, Andy. I haven't seen Andy in quite some time. The idea that him getting this information was just unbearable. Notwithstanding my reassurances that I would be fine, he came over to comfort me anyway.
As opposed to it as I was, his stubbornness was what saved me tonight. He hugged me and told me everything would be okay. I knew it would be but the reminder was nice. It's nice to know that I have friends out there who care enough to drop anything to help me. What a miracle!
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