Have you ever felt so helpless that no matter how hard you try, nothing will ever feel good? Ya, that was definitely not the case for me today. I wish that last statement were true. I couldn't even get out of bed this morning for my favorite class. I just laid there. There was nothing I could do. I felt so hopeless.
The only thing I could get myself out of bed for was to go to the doctors for a follow up appointment. Is it so much to ask to want to feel better? I am sorry I am not too full of hope today. I wish I were.
The miracle of this day was the hug I got from my doctor. She told me how sorry she was that I was feeling crappy and promised that we would get this figured out. I sure hope she keeps her promise. What a miracle!
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